Disgusting is a mighty strong word to use to describe someone. Especially when that someone is

y o u r s e l f.

These past few days have not been easy, I must say. But it took it all for me to realize that nothing is left of me that was the same at this time last year. And that is no good. Boy, does life sure know how to kick me in the pants. On repeat. I miss a lot of people...mostly boys in bands that are running around the country doing the thing they want most..the ones that like to eat cake I bake and go eat chinese food and talk about life with me. I am learning to do without the ones that don't.

It's not easy, but i t w i l l b e d o n e.

I have new friends. People that are amazing and treat me like I have been around forever and take care of me..I honestly couldn't ask for better. Especially as of lately